Saya Berpindah!

Hey peeps! I've moved.

streamyx dah semakin elok.

haa at last the internet tak meragam for the whole day. alhamdulillah :)
so now insyaAllah, in a few days time I will start edit some pictures to be put into my fotopages, and do some stuffs dat i've planned before the school ended. but now I have a project dat i just started today; the raya scarf project. huhu I'll be sewing a piece of silk kain sampai jadi tudung. Semangat jek. and this time I hope I can manage to finish it before hari raya qurban. Wish me luck ppl!!

Yoga

Went yoga today and guess what??

I'm not flexible and fit anymore!!
Gosh I really need to lose some weight.

And I dun do well in my exams.

Giler loser!

Hujan itu Rahmat.

its so frustrating when u blogged and suddenly the long post that u did disappear just like dat becuz of a laptop's technical problems. I can't use my wireless(Streamyx buat hal lagi) so I was using my dad's one of the tablet pcs (the test drive version) just to connect to 3G (since my laptop's pc card rosak *pfft*) and dat tablet pc has i dunno what problem that will make it restart by itself. so dats how the post disappeared.

But after I called Streamyx, the LAN dah elok but not the wireless. sheesh. I think the modem buat hal lagi. Geram giler, since we already changed the modem for like 10 times already and they always rosak!! geez.

prolly dis time the modem kene sambar kilat. its now the musim tengkujuh and this year, even the west coast pon kena.

i dun really favour raining season. Infact I tot i can avoid the cold and heavy rain in Wellington, but i was wrong; the rain is worse in Malaysia!! so I'll spend almost every evening lazing around the tv lounge doing nothing but layaning the bros and their friends. oh and in dis past few days i'm becoming like one of them. main main main all day long. Parents have been away since Monday, and they're coming back in a few hours time. And lil cuzzens (aged 9 and 12) came for a sleepover and since my parents are not here, I'm in charge of taking care of them. So for this past few days I've become their tukang masak and playmate. haha. Well I enjoy jaga-ing them, altho its actually very tiring. Now they're all bored while waiting for abang to bring them for a swim at Putrajaya. While me trying to relax all by myself... posting crap. Malas nak layan sekejap cuz I just need sometime for myself. After 2 weeks breathing the Bangi's not-so-fresh air, baru smalam I gt bad news... and I know I'll be dead in a few hours time. Ibu will be super mad at myself so I'm gonna spend sometime alone before my mom gets back.

Its all because of my lazy-ness. hmmm

Ah well, malas nak pk pasal tu. for now lets talk about something else.

Hm dis morning I saw the launching of the new Nokia phones; the cool L'amour Collection phones!! so I guess dah keluar la kat Malaysia kan? and I scratched Samsung D900 from my list and added up Nokia 5300 Xpressmusic and Nokia 7290 (the flip phone from the L'amour range). Tengokla macam mana.

Ugh suddenly the mood to blog is gone. Penat je tulis panjang2 tadi.

I'm still looking for something as a cover up so dat ibu will not be so mad at me. but tak jumpe ape2 pon.

dah la tu gotta chill for a sec.

brb.

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MP3 Playin': Disenchanted - MCR

There are MANY things that I wanna buy. Some are only my wants but there are things that I really need to have. Wish dat I'm rich so I can just buy everything that I wanna buy. IF ONLY im rich... *sigh*

What I wanna buy:

• A pair of loafer. (A MUST HAVE. so dat I can bring bk to Welly and walk without hurting my feet. I had enuff sufferring the blisters...)
• A pair of heels. (tuhla hari tu x muat bag.. kene cari yang baru)
• A pair of jeans/corduroy. (bought a pair of jeans dat day.. but I need another one.)
• Hard Disk (eyed on one..so tinggal nk beli je. hihi)
• A new phone (since I sold one, so I tot of buying a new phone.)
• A game console. (aiming for Nintendo DS-gile ambitious. dah ar mahal gile...)
• Make ups. (thinking of starting to make a collection)
• New clothes for myself..

Okay I tot of changing my wardrobe.. but not everything. I mean I need some new different ones. Need to change my style, to something that is not too simple and casual. I realized my outfits are too plain. So I think this is a good time to change, since in Malaysia we have more choices. But the problem is now the budget.

A lot of good things happened thruout this whole week. Which made me worry... and wonder. Is this a sign that I'll get bad marks for the finals? Its like karma u know. Alhamdulillah I gt INFO 101 and 102 results already and they turned out to be like what I expected. I had a dream before(a few months back i think) and in that dream, I know I only scored the INFO subs. I've been warned, and I've tried to avoid it from happening but I guess I've failed.

gosh I'm so not ready for this...

a good day. not a good night tho.

im sick. and worrying about the results make it worse.

im so gonna die.

sobs.

Random?

Okay I dunno why but I just feel like blogging (as I've made a few posts in one day already...), altho I dun have anything to talk about. So I'm just gonna babble until I get bored.

just now we(the four brothers) had a conversation about the word 'babi'. Actually I find it kinda amusing cuz other than its one of the firsts malay word, it can fit nicely in many english songs. well we havent tried any of the bm songs yet. but yeah something like dis:

"babi for luck
breathe in so deep
this air is blessed..."
edited from DC's Hands Down

or maybe dis one..

"when I was a babi
My babi took me into the city
to see a marching band..."
edited from MCR's Welcome to the Black Parade

I apologize for those weird and kinda offensive sentences when the word babi was put into the lines..

but i just find it funny, especially when we sang em. its too weirdly funny.

oh i'd love to learn vector art. anybody care to lend me a hand and be my teacher? and I feel like snapping some new photos, altho the weather arent too pleasing for me to go out. hmm papepon battery pon x charge lagi. haha. oh im so in the mood for art, I even dreamt of editin tons of pic last nite but dats the thing, the brain cells are dying (oh yes ive gt flu *sobs*) one by one so the ideas dat i have faded.

argh i hate flu. it made me feel so tired and sleepy all day and it made my ears feel so uneasy. and i hate oily face, as ive been using dat oil control film like 10 sheets per day just to make my face oil-free. i hate to have mood swings.

...and i HATE worrying. God I always think blogging will make me forget, but I guess it didnt help. it made me think about it more. it made me day dream about things dat i always wanted and ended up feeling super sucky cuz I know its impossible to make the dreams happen.

WHY DREAMS ARE HARD TO ACHIEVE?

duh of course because life is not dat easy.

Haha I've always tot I'm ready to face the consequences. guess i'm not. god help me. I wanna cm bk home next year. I dun think I wanna stay for the summer. unless I can get to do my internship straight in Welly. but I dun think so... so I guess i'm gonna have to come bk here end of next year to do it here.

Gosh I really need to do proper planning. But I need Bs from ACCY 111 and ECON 140 so dat i can carry on with my plans.

im useless, dun u think? nak pikir positive pon susah sebenarnye as u know theres a very tiny probability for me to succeed now. unless i have the miracle, then that means i've been given a chance, to make sure I can make some people proud.

yeah dis is what I call Karma. What goes up must come down.

I'm at the top a few times, and there are a few other times dat I'm at the bottom.

and when i'm there, all i can say is..

"ouch"

...then i'll start a new plan to go up again. huhu

okay dah ngantuk. I better sleep.

since the plan dh cancel, i hope i have a better things happened to me tomoro.. like.. good grades?

oh and before i go to bed, who wants to watch the movie Cinta with me nnt? oh and whos up for Happy Feet?

the two movies dat i'm looking foward to in the mean time. Watched The Prestige and it was superb. LOVE IT!

aaa i lof movies.

dah la tu. I'm signing off.

Malas nak pk title.

One reason why I hate myself for not taking up the driving license; I can't move far.

I really wanna go out and see some people in KL but the problem is now I cant cuz I dun have a transport. Adam has classes and if I wanna ask my dad to send me I have to plan early and get out of the house as early as 730 am! kedai pon x bukak lagi. heh. Its not that I dun wanna take the train but I'm sure my parents will not allow me to go all by myself.

So I'm thinking of taking up lessons, but thats the thing, I dun like to drive. Even if I can drive, I dun even have a car so why bother to take license?

basically, duduk kat Bangi x best. mwahhahaha.

I've been here for almost a week and I havent seen KL yet. Okay I lied.. I had lunch in Bangsar and I lalu KL on da way from Kedah to Bangi.but thats it. I wanna go around KL, maybe masuk KLCC and Mid Valley, go around Low Yatt and watch a movie at OU.

Nasib baik I have a few TV series to keep me occupied, other than activities with Juju and the exercise gang and also layaning my bros n their friends.

I know not many of my friends visit this page but if theres anybody who do, just wanna let u know tht I have a new number: +6012 2711701. Hit me if you wanna have a cuppa, but I cannot janji whether the plan will jadi or not due to the transportation problems. heh. Will try to make it happen i promise.

I dun think tomoro's plan is gonna work, as I dun have any form of transport to go out and I havent talk to my dad abt this since hes been so busy which I think it'll be too late to ask for his permission tomoro. Sorry lah Eliza.

Hope the sunday family outing will jadi. I really need to see the shops in KL. haha.