Down.

Finally the torturous exam week is over. Alhamdulillah.

But things are not getting any better. Well thank God Ayah was not hospitalized anymore, but yeah i've got another worse news from Malaysia. My mom just told me that my atok doesn't have the chance to recover, and in anytime, she'll be gone. And I can't stop thinking about my results. Its not gonna be good, I can tell *instict* but for that part we'll just have to wait. Just hoping that it'll turn out to be okay. Amin..

Ya Allah, Please..please don't let her go. Not just yet. I wanna see her. I wanna hug her. I wanna kiss her. I miss her like so damn much. I know we always had huge wars almost everytime I see her during my visits to her place. But I really really love her. I wanna tell her how much I love her.

I have two friggin weeks before I fly back to Malaysia. And I'm trying my best to keep myself occupied... so that I will not think about the worries too much sampai ketahap bukan2... argh I hate being lonely.

God, I wanna go home.