blogging for the second time.

i realised now...that blogging is one of the methods to overcome my stress. and im lovin it. maybe becuz this is how i let go everything that stuck in my mind. huhu

ok first. abt education. since i didnt get scholarship, i think my aim to fly maybe need to...so sad that im going to say dis... need to be delay. i dun think my parents wud afford to let me study abroad. and im not scoring in my UNSW Foundation. and now i feel like crying. has been thinking abt this for weeks. im trying so hard now to score. thats the only way...IF i wanna fly. OR! theres another options: take the twinning, and do credit transfer. huhu. but i wont be going to da same place as arra's--another sad part. aih this is life. the only thing that i can bare in my head: there is silver line in every cloud. *u wont get to see the tears that i cried*

ahh suddenly i dun haf the mood...cuz the other topic that i wanna talk about...is sumthin that is too confidential. haih. dammit. sheesh. im weird. and i feel bad abt what has been happening. gosh!! help!!