Bullied by the bros!

haf a lot to post. esp bout the cats... but i dun haf the idea; so called "the ilham" still not here. hoho. btw, gt addicted to marion's end of me. damn im lovin that song now!

balik kampong since friday..and gt back here today. Atok wasnt feeling well, i guess she lost her appetite....n shes feelin better now. i hope.

my bros kept on bullying me. all day. started when we're on da way to atok's house. they embarrased me infront of a couple of mat sallehs. when we were in kampong, i slept for 12 hrs(including in the car)... i think its more becuz of kedah's weather. but they sed becuz i cannot tahan penat. always tired...n becuz i lifted the boxes in the gowns room. i'll show u guys one pic..adam took it and man cubit my cheeks..he spoiled my pic!! n today, everyone started to call me bro. and i sed how come bro has boobs? and now they're calling me bro with boobs. even my parents called me bro...boy. they really luv to kacau me. bengang sikit. but i think im getting used to it....

im a bit upset+mad at myself, for not applying JPA scholarship. altho im nt qualified becuz of my B history...but no harm trying kan. so stupid of me..what a moron. and now becuz of my stupidness, im jealous at those who gt it!! gowd why didnt i use my brain that time *sigh* its okay..theres a silver line in everycloud *calming myself...*