words~!

i haf to practice speaking. im not good with words. thats one of my biggest flaw. i dunno how to communicate in a right way, esp with someone older. and another weakness, when someone ask me abt myself. i'll like..umm there and umm here. i dunno how to describe myself. and when they're asking me abt my plans or what am i doing now...there will be a problem. i cudnt answer it properly. in short, im just a girl who's not good with words.

its not good if we dunno how to play with words...cuz this wud affect what ppl think of us. either the older ppl or anyone my age. and i dun like to hear that im such an arrogant gurl or sumthing. and that wud be a problem if we're in an interview or sumthing. or when i meet someone new. other than our dressing and looks, they wud judge us by listening to what we said. whether we are interesting or serious, and in my case... i think, its hard for them to be comfortable with me. and thats ppl think im quite person when we first met, cuz i dun talk much. and thats because im afraid i'll misuse some words. low self confidence too.

I haf to change! I haf to start figuring out ways to communicate with other people. yeah i haf to cuz afta this, im all alone, im gonna sell myself to get job, im going to be independent. im going to meet total strangers soon....*sigh*