wants...

My pocket pc's screen cracked. And I have to cut down my allowance for changing the screen. so stupid. T_T

I dun think that i cud really survive without friends in KDU. man its hard. i must have sumone who always accompany me all the time. im so childish. im not independent. im one crazy emo gurl. i hate myself. shheeessshhh.

Sumthings i learnt in KDU(apart the usual UNSW subjects)
-dun say sumthing that will make the others think on the other way round. in short, dun make things complicated.
-dun comment too much
-be independent
-be friendly or else u wont have any friends-->this is hard cuz i expect ppl to start their conversation first. silly me.
-dun think too much
-control ur anger
-try to find ways to reduce stress
-STUDY ENGLISH! Lack of vocab and confident

I feel like crying. thankfully fazuin and her group of friends cheer me up a bit. i need fash. i need azah. i need dd. but i dun wanna be alone. cuz these negative side of me is trying to conquer my mind. shit. i wan my good old days back. where do i belong?

layter then. 2 bad days. i had enough. i wanna better day tomorrow. T_T

*Farah Out*