10 days to go.

Today is the laundry-day. I have like 5 loadings (whites, blacks, colors, duvet n pillow covers, jeans) for machine wash and one loading for hand wash.

The laundry room is soo full! I can only do one loading at once. and I dunno how to dry the hand-wash stuffs. I don't have enuff hangers. ah stress.

why laa i have soo many shirts that needed to be hand-washed.

Anyways...

I have tons of stuffs to finish this week so that I do not have to rush before I'm going back to Malaysia.

Things dat I need to do for this week:

• Cleaning and Packing. put most of my stuffs in boxes and seal em nicely. empty the room.
• Laundry.
  
• Find information about loan.
• Enrol
• Search for some stuffs. souveniers and barang orang pesan.

So I better look for boxes around town tonite or maybe tomoro nite. And I have to make a list of souveniers and stuffs to buy for peeps in Malaysia. Done 80% of the enrolment. but the problem is now, I really have a strong feeling dat something bad is going to happen. I'm just hoping to pass, I don't even think of getting As. Tah la things are not doing okay now actually. everything is so messed up; myself, the room. i'm friggin tired and worried at the same time. I don't have enuff sleep for the past few days well in fact I can't sleep well. Life is turning into a disaster now. I'm trying so hard to make me feel better by telling myself that everything is going to be alright... but it didnt work out. I went out with some friends and had fun talking and laughing, and they made me forget about stuffs that keep on messing in my head. But that is only for awhile. Still trying my best to keep myself occupied. u can't help it but to start doing some thinking when u started to read the course catalog, or flipping thru the photo albums of ur family. Well at least things back in Malaysia is getting better. Cuz I heard atok is stable, and everyone was okay. Alhamdulillah.

Now all I'm hoping is to pass in ECON 140 and ACCY 111.

If only I free a genie and he'll grant a few wishes. Then I can have a better life.

But I have to bear in mind that, Life is not easy.

Ah well, what goes up must come down. So that I'll learn and from there I can go higher.

I wonder. How much have I learn from the past?